Life has a way of knocking us in the head sometimes. We
think that we know where we are going and what we are doing, and then something
happens that leaves us stunned. We wonder who we really are and what our
purpose is in this life.
We stop for a moment and think about what we are doing. We
see the people, things, and activities with which we have filled our lives and
ask some important questions. Am I truly happy? Is there meaning and purpose in
the choices I have made? Am I doing those things that God would have me do?
In her book The Fear Cure, Lissa Rankin, MD, speaks
of the space between thoughts, and how our ability to capture and capitalize
upon this space allows us to experience peace and happiness in our daily lives,
as well as overcome the negative emotions that threaten to consume us.
During a restless
night prior to a musical performance, I remembered this principle. Slowing
down my thoughts just enough to find this empty space, I suddenly found myself
basking in the warmth of God’s unconditional love. It was as if the clouds had parted
and warm sunshine was streaming into my consciousness. My anxious heart calmed
and I was able to rest peacefully.
Now, in the wake of
a family illness, I seek that same reassurance that I am loved, and that there
is meaning and purpose in my life. I remember the scripture in Psalms 46:10, “Be
still, and know that I am God.” For a brief moment, I once again enter that
blessed space that has become my salvation, that stillness of mind and heart
that allows me to experience God’s unconditional love.
This is the love
that is home. We knew it before we came here. We are God’s children and lived
with him before this life. It is the love that carries us through the storms
and tempests that threaten to destroy us. It is the love that when we leave
here, will rise with us into the great beyond as we return home once again to his
arms, fresh and new from the rebirth that we call death.
There, time will
cease to carry its poignant reminders of our insignificance and nothingness. Our
petty worries and the aches and pains of this life will be no more, and what we
glimpse in those quiet moments of stillness will be ours, to have and hold,
forever!
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