Friday, July 24, 2020

Uncertainty



I am bound by the chains of uncertainty, surrounded by chaos and strife. There’s confusion about me on every hand, should I flee or stand up and fight?

I am bound by the chains of uncertainty. I feel I am in over my head. I am sinking into the pit of despair. Is there no Balm in Gilead?

I am bound by the chains of uncertainty. I do not know where to go. I cannot find a place where there is peace on the earth. If there is, how shall I know?

I am bound by the chains of uncertainty. The time is going by fast. If I do not do something soon, I will die. Oh, how long will it last?

I am bound by the chains of uncertainty. The night full of darkness and fear is settling in all about me. Is there no light left in here?

I am bound by the chains of uncertainty. I am falling upon my knees. Dear God, please take away my fear. Will you help me, Lord, please?

I will break the chains of uncertainty. I will calm the raging sea. Take my hand, my child, I am here today. Will you not come and follow me?

No longer bound by the chains of uncertainty, I am bathed in peace and light. No matter what happens around me, I am held by the Lord of Life.

©2020 by Denise W. Anderson, all rights reserved.


Saturday, July 4, 2020

Legacy



I want to leave a legacy for those who will come after me, that when the bell tolls and I am gone, it will not have silenced my earthly song. They will have heard of the times that I wept and prayed that heaven’s assistance might not be stayed, the times that I overcame the night, and was able to make it ‘till morning’s light.

I want them to know that though life was hard, I kept on going, my senses marred by the winds and the waves that tossed me about, my heart within me trying to shout. When the skies were black and the storm clouds grim, threatening the loss of life and limb.

Yet the gales ceased and there was great calm, a generous dose of healing balm. A peace enveloped my mind and heart, giving me once again a new start. I basked in the warmth of the sun on my face, gaining strength yet for another race. I tethered my ship, and patched up the holes and even had the courage to set a few goals.

I want them to see the path ever clear and know that I am always near. That though they may stumble and though they may fall, there is one waiting there who has given his all that they may rise and conquer again because of the price that he paid back then.

I want them to hear the voice of gladness that speaks to the soul, amidst all the madness, that guides our path and shelters our way and helps us to sing at the end of the day. That our children may laugh, and dance and play, and be held in our arms, come what may.

I want them to feel passion for those in need whose souls are hungered, or bent, or do bleed, who look up to heaven and weep at the thought that they haven’t been able to get what they sought; forever empty, forever alone, forever in want of a hand in their own.

I want them to touch others with a love that is deep, and lose their lives, that perhaps they might keep the treasure of happiness living each day, keeping bitterness and hatred at bay. For life is short, our days long spent, achieving the purpose for which we were sent. 

I want to leave this world a better place because of my sojourn in this rat-filled race. I want to be seen as one who cared, who took the time that a life would be spared. Whom others will see and simply say, “We knew heaven for a moment when she walked our way.”